I know many people who like to collect things. I myself have gone through many phases of collecting things. When Beanie Babies were the thing, my sister and I had our fair share of those cuddly little toys. For a while I collected miniatures. After that I started collecting spoons from all the different places I'd been. Now that I'm an adult the Beanie Babies have been passed along; the miniatures have been stored away, and the collectible spoons have gone to the Goodwill. There's still one thing I collect, however, and that is mugs. I love collecting mugs because every morning when I sip my coffee or every evening as I revel in the warmth of my hot tea, I am reminded of something tied to the particular mug I'm holding. I have a rather simple mug that's red on the outside and black on the inside. It's a reminder of the first Valentine's Day J and I celebrated as a couple. I bought him the mug with some of his favorite flavored teas and a copy of Marcus Aurelius' Meditations. We drank all the tea, and the book was lost on J's first deployment, but that mug still remains. There's another mug J bought when we went to the Renassaince Festival in Louisiana when I was pregnant with Monkey. It's too big for me, but it's the perfect size for J and the amount of coffee he consumes in a day. Another mug in my collection has a little cow who seems to be bathing in my tea. The handle has broken off, but still I hang onto it because J brought it back to me from Spain. Lately the one I've been reaching for more often than not is this one:
This mug was a $0.25 find at a rummage sale a friend and I were perusing. I saw this one and seized it. I had a moment of guilt where I turned to my friend and said, "But I'm not a nurse, yet." She urged me to get it anyway to use "as motivation". I don't think either of us realized how much motivation this one little mug could lend.
Before completing my prereqs, the words on this mug seemed proud, shouting, "I'm a NURSE! What's your superpower?" I would feel so smug as I sipped from it, thinking of how awesome I would be in my new scrubs, and how smart I would sound conversing with doctors in their own dialect, but then something happened. Every morning...okay, every other morning. I do wash the thing occasionally ;-) Anyway, every other morning I would reach for the mug, read the words, "I'm a Nurse, What's your Superpower?" and I noticed that the words began to change. These days the words seem more cautious, yet more comforting as well, "I'm a nurse." it says, and then it asks me, "What's your superpower?" It's no longer a competition, no longer smug, no longer overly proud. It's a challenge to find my "superpower", to find my compassion. It's a reminder of the kind of person I truly want to be, not just the career I want to have.
I may not be an RN now, but I can be a "nurse". I can care and be compassionate. I can put others first. I can serve. So, in a way I can be a "nurse", even now. The Bible says, "As a man thinketh in his heart, so shall he be..." (Proverbs 23:7). Others refer the the psychology behind the rewards of positive thinking. Even more people simply say that optimism, or the right attitude, will get you where you need to go. I guess I'm calling on all of these principles to make it through the next 18 months, starting with this $0.25 mug.
Now I'm going to study so I can become an RN, and turn that rummage sale find into a prophetic mug :-)
P.S.---If you want one of these mugs for your own, I found them on Amazon. They even have different colors.